Destiny Lies in your heart

Monday, March 27, 2006

NAZE?????!!!

tagged by riko/my sis... (T_T)
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

-Perfect gal-

1. shorter or same height as me
2. Ish understanding towards me
3. Joke around with me
4. Can stand my nonsense xD
5. Doesnt somke
6. Respects my personal space
7. Doesn't take drugs
8. Someone i can confide in

victims: Ariki [gommen yoruichi sama T_T], putraman, Wei Han and Zhi Qiang

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Only 1 word can describe me these few days: BORED!!!! X_x

went out with hii chan and charmaine on 22/03 to watch a movie, shopping and to ka-san's tailor at bukit merah....movie: The Shaggy Dog, it was another hilarious movie i've watched so far....then we went shopping, found out where Haru's shop was (tucked in a corner on the 3rd floor if i'm not wrong), Charmaine looks kawaii in Loli =3 nyaaaaa....and poor me was wandering around Xd but at least i managed to save $$$ so thanks charmaine and hii chan~~~showed ka-san and the 2 of them some parts of the DATE movie *laughs*

kyaaa....let me wander off now and do smth productive....


AND TO THOSE PEOPLE: WHEN I VISIT MY FREN WHO'S A GAL JUST TO SAY HI AND CHIT CHAT, WHY DO YOU ALL AUTO-THINK THAT I'M HER BF??? WHY????!!!!!!

Friday, March 17, 2006

to JB and back

Went to JB just now, bought Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne for me so i can start playing DOTA~~~~bought Samurai Warriors 2, bought 2 self made shirts, 1 "EX Un LTD" by Damaged, 1 black jeans~~~~nya...on the way there was just as bad on the way back X_x Jam, jam, jam and jam....then when we reached s'pore, we had a spot check, the officer almost confiscated my DVDs and games but he turned a blind eye *hugs officer* officer i-dunno-wad-is-your-name, I owe you a kopi....nxt on my list will be getting a belt like my sis~~~nya~~~shall update more later...time to go to BBQ~~~

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Cycling spree

nya...i 'slept' at 1 and wake up at 3 X_x...since i couldnt get back to lala land, i decided to meet my fren, roy and go for a spin in his extra bike...we cycled to bugis, to bras baseh's mac, to chinatwn point, U turned back to Selegie Rd to eat prata, then off to orchard rd...cycled past Takashimaya's taxi stand area and we smelt smth strange...then my fren told me: "eh, dun talk, cycle faster" knowing smth was wrong, we got the hell outta there >_<

Then figuring we should go home only after day break....i suggested to go to AES and we went there...wow....i should go to AES that stretch of road more often (great for cycling), there's ups and downs as we went...then we U turned back and went home.....gah....i felt good today...managed to say hi to some joggers, waved hands to motorcyclists and drivers and to the AES security guard (wad the hell did i wave to him for @_@)

btw, once we reached roy's hse...we saw a crowd....i presume one of the elderly woman had been robbed *prays that the robber will get rammed by on-coming vehicles* I hope she'll be able to recover her stuffs...poor ah ma TwT total time spent on cycling: 3.45 to 8.30 (5+ hrs) WOW, i havent excercise that long before >_> hahaha xDDDDDDD


-END OF UPDATE 1-

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Ode to Nice Guys: Courtesy of Gracie Big Hair
I'm sure some of you have seen this for I have sent this to you.For the rest, this is a nice piece that a good fren of mine sentto me in a time when I felt being nice is being plain stupid.But being nice and responsible people always pay. If itdoesn't it at least helps you sleep better.
Here's to Nice guys and the things you do. Cheers.

Ode to the Nice Guys

This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what dicks guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious� between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!� And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date� or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me� or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!� or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.� Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks.

Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

Friday, March 10, 2006

To my ah ma who cares (too much): ytd i came back home at12am because i was eating with my classmates that i've nvr seen for 2 mths, and you just scolded me in the morning for nt sleeping and lasted through the night, no matter what i say, you will say another more pwrful one...surely you dun want me to say what i've to say.
C'mon, they are my pals, my frens, my classmates and perhaps, my future poly mates. What's wrong with me staying out late and spend time with them? Are you afraid that they are ah beng ah lians?
You've seen them already, they are just like me, funny, friendly, joyful, open minded. Even though i took a puff of cigarette, it wasn't that bad....but i TOOK a puff....and aint taking another one cos i know it's bad for health.....just for the sake of knowing how it tastes like so if i've childrens of my own i can tell them that hw cigarettes taste like, bitter and all so they wont smoke and minus their lives.

Even though i did not sleep ytd at all, i'm still fresh and i wish to see my teachers again but you wouldn't allow cos i'm lacking sleep...i MISSED my teachers badly for more than 2mths and wish to go back to see them and my juniors but you WOULDN'T allow...T_T

nya....i shall continue another tym....getting a bit emo nw ._.

-thiis iis yyoshi sppeaking worx-

Music listening to: 'Boyhood Days' , 'Maki's theme' and 'Looming Terror' from Ultraman the movie (the musics are cool~)

Obsessions: Naruto, Gundam (frm the first till nw), Ultraman (back to teh start)

Undying love for: Riko sis, Ryan, Kisa, Mayo, Izumi, Haha, Lynn

ish going to back to school later nya....missed my juniors and teachers and most imptly, canteen food *0*

then i might go to the IT fair to look at my laptop (for poly)

nyu....all the best for my appeal to go into NP's Multimedia and Animation *prays*

and i've been promoted to a lvl 2 tyrant for not sleeping today...if i cont this i'll be in lvl 10 in no time but it also means i'm going to be dead soon...T__T

kya...nooooooooooooooooo

ah ma-->> you scolded me for coming home at 12am....i just go out to makan with my frens...is that a bad thing to do? If you say at home there's food and i should eat at home, i would rather go outside with my frens to eat...there's this bond that makes us stick like glue, so if you cant figure that out then I'm so sorry. That's the bond that we as classmates have, the bond that we frens have, that's the bond that god bros and sis have.


-END TRANSMISSION-

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Udying Love to~: Ryan, Riko, Kisa, Haha, Izumi, Mayo (all the peeps i've made frens with since end of jan? ^^)

Fanfic: Warhammer 40,000: Iron Fists Chapter 1st chapter done

Plans: going to thailand nxt sat hopefully, meet long time fren roy to go arcade, go com fair and hopefully see a com i want (alienware...*0*), pass Neji to zumi nxt week, meet eli to pass spare kakashi and WA, meet up with ryan and riko for 'nother round of sushi?

Admires: Chibified Kitsunes and Chibi Imouto's mom (hip and up-to-date *salutes*), riko's dad (dad's hip like her and plays C&C:generals, Zero Hr..shall play with him soon and see who's better...nya *salutes*)

Is turning into: a zombie? i prefer being a tyrant though.*0* Tyrant.....a B.O.W (Bio-Organism Weapon)

Care for: Riko sis, Ryan, Kisa, Mayo, Haha, Izumi

Hopes: to get into NP's multimedia and animation *prays*

Dreams: To be able to migrate to jpn with riko, ryan, mayo, haha and Izumi (nt sure if she wants), go to Ultraman Land (say i'm childish wadsoever but i'm hooked to ultraman when i was a kiddo), Tokyo DisneyLand (i luv the stuffs there *0*)


-End Transmission-

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

nya.....I'm bored to the death ._. maybe i shall go out and breathe in the cooling air....^^

evrything ish fine frm sun till wed.....except that i nid to find smth to occupy my time...gah.....*looks at Far East Flora @ Thompson* Hire me back~~~!!!

Appealed for Multimedia and Animation at Ngee Ann Poly~ Wish me Luck~

Noooooooooooo....*heart cries* why ish the thailand trip cancelled???? I wanna go buy stuffs~~~T______T

ryan and PK---> all teh best to your Common test later today till friday~~May the force be with you~

Riko-->Nya....take care....we might nt be seeing each other any time soon le....*hugs*

Pearlyn-->haha....congrats on entering Mass Comm in NP

Eli-->all teh best and hope you get into NP

Wei Lin---> Sia la...you really go 'kan' the guy who any-old-how make pizza ah? xDDD


hmm....*thinks* maybe i shall continue on my Warhammer 40k fanfic...I completed the 1st chapter of my story...(^.^)V

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Went to meet my siblings at AES...ryan had this cute fren who always goes: wad? xDDDD he's sooooo cute and funny~~~reminds me of someone....lol....sh!t. Why evrywhere i go i seem to compare peeps with my frens??? X_X

Then we went to stay at riko and ryan's fren's hse. Oh, forgot to intro....the fren ish Kisa~~~She's frm china and she's migrating to USA....noooooooooooo....T____T I've only began to know you and you're gone....*sobx* anyways, her cousins were soooo kawaii....haha, i've found another 2 ultraman fans *0* *salutes kisa*

Then at 3+ we went to the airport in a maxi cab~~~after all the hassel of conduction thingy which i wont describe....she's almost done here in SG *heart starts to cry*

Then the time has come, before Kisa went off into the waiting area...she broke dwn and cried...she really loved her family and us frens~ *pats Kisa* I will be chatting with ya on MSN with riko soon so no worries kay? have a safe journey~~~*waves*

many thanks to:

kisa: god sis~~~!!! *hugs*
rkio>>sanQ for evrything, frm gg to your hse and serving me dinner to letting me send kisa off *touched* *cries and hugs*
ryan>> your god bro's teh cute~~~~and you were so tired that you wear almost falling onto my laps sleeping like a pig~ ^^
PK>>you're one funny kid~~~~hahahaha...teach me dota so i can own my bro, ryan

Strangely.....haha...when ryan and Pk left for dota in the morning (wad???? are you guys nuts????), i was left with riko...saw these bloke who was on the bus lane (oei, u wanna get ram by car izzit?) luckily he was saved by his fren...xDDD

Riko and I were treated with stares as though we went to a pub and got drunk only to back the nxt day.....for her is a bit worse...since she's wearoing punkish gear *pats*

nya....shall edit this more tmr...i'm dying le X_X now...off to bed~~~

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Since I'm bored....I shall write a story:

“Brother Janius, status report� crackled the vox receiver. “Brother Chaplain Jason, our battle brothers are fighting a losing battle, hordes of vile daemons continue to assault our fortified positions at the cost of their lives as though that there’s something worth dying for.� was the reply.

As the daemons poured out of the warp and onto the derelict roads, flames licked the daemons as heavy bolter rounds, specialized to rip through daemon exo-skeletons, tore past the debris, once solid buildings, hitting their intended victims with pin-point accuracy. Huge armored soldiers lumbered to the nearest rubble to seek cover as the daemons started on their assault. As the daemonic fire destroyed the rubbles and some punched through the marines under cover and roasted them alive, Jason stood on top of a piece of a fallen concrete slab, determined to push the daemons back.

“Listen my fellow battle brothers, though the casualties are high, we must push the daemons back…we must purge them from this sector to prevent further taints from occurring, may the emperor watch over us all. FOR THE EMPEROR!!!� bellowed Brother Chaplain Jason as he stormed into the fray where the most intense battle’s taking place. Swinging his mighty crozius across the daemon packs, a loud crackling sound could be heard as it slammed into the daemons one by one, sending them back into the warp.

Soon, the battle was over, although hundreds or marines fell, the sector was protected. As Jason walked across the battlefield, muttering the passage of the warrior to those who had died in the battle, a cloaked chaos space marine was watching, waiting for the right moment to dig his poisonous dagger into the Chaplain. “He’s defenseless now that he’s given the rites to the fallen…..he wouldn’t notice me at all� thought the chaos marine.

As he moved his feet to start walking, he immediately came face to face with Jason. “Going somewhere, traitor?� without a moment’s hesitation, the chaos marine tried to plunge the dagger into the chaplain. With a thunderous crack, Jason brought his power fist and slammed into the helmet of the chaos marine. The helmet broke upon contact and Jason caught a glimpse of how hideous the chaos marine’s face was. “To have thought that he was my brother in the past� thought Jason.

The chaos marine hissed in anger and tried to assault Jason once more. Sidestepping the marine’s assault, Jason brought his crozius which was clipped and hidden on his back in an upward motion and swung it down with full force which instantly cracked the marine’s skull. The Chaos marine stood motionless for a while, and then he fell to his knees and onto the ground, his silver, gold, yellow with black stripes armor gave a loud clank as it hit the jagged concrete road

“So, a traitor legion is already on this planet, this is getting more complicated than I thought it would be� thought Jason

“Listen up men, there’s no more need to search for the traitor legion, for they are already here…brother Severus, please call for immediate withdrawal, ask them to bring in the blessed dreadnoughts and heavy artilleries.� Came the dreaded answer that the battle brothers of the Iron Fist chapter hated to hear: The traitor legion that disgraced Rogal Dorn, primach of the main chapter, the Imperial Fists.

Meanwhile, the traitor legion’s chief commander, lord Cark, is waiting impatiently for the report from his servant. As he waited, the more the angry he became and he swung his mace around, occasionally cracking the bones of Imperial Guardsmen who foolishly tried to repel them.

“Bah, where can that runt be??? Come my minions, I’m tired of waiting. Let’s investigate this matter� roared Cark as he strode down the blood soaked slope where his minions, the chaos space marines were. Stealthily, they moved across the abandoned urban buildings and into the bloody battlefield

As the Iron Fists chapter withdrew its scouting force, which included Chaplain Jason and his regime into one of its many thunderhawk carriers, the Iron Warriors’ battle barge was approaching the planet. Inside the battle barge of the Iron Warriors, Chaos Dreadnoughts, twice as tall as a space marine, were shackled. Shrieks and insane howling were often heard as the occupants inside the behemoths tried to break the shackles, thirsty for more blood. As the battle barge unleashed its dreadclaw assault ships, wild roars and shouts from the iron warrior space marines could be heard as they are finally unleashed to create more destruction.

“I want all available dreadnoughts to be fully equipped with range weaponaries, be it autocannons, lascannons or missile pods within the next hour….pray that by the time we reach the planet with full force we would be able to cleanse the taint that’s spreading rapidly� said Jason to the techmarines. As Jason strode down the main Iron Fist battle cruiser, he noticed that his battle brothers were silent and quietly adjusting their power armours and battle gears for the upcoming battle. Jason sighed as he wondered if his brothers will survive to see the next morning but he dismissed that thought. After all, they are all just doing their service to protect the realms of the holy emperor.

It was soon the time to launch another assault on the planet, as Chaplain Jason walked into one of the drop pods where his battle brothers were strapped in, Brother Captain Rico raised his enormous gauntlet and pat on one of Jason’s Armoured Shoulder Pad and said: “This time, I shall join you to fight the forces of chaos�

Thursday, March 02, 2006

hahaha....today's ok i guess...woke up at 8, sleep, then 10, sleep then finally at 12....lol.....haha msged me to meet her at newton to pass her the cowboy hat and bring along my ds.....had to wait for the bloody 124 which i presumed i missed 1 earlier for 15mins =.=

Upon reaching there...I realised haha was with her classmate whom i presumed she brainwash her to cosplay bleach too...haha then she played a stage on OUENDAN~~T_T riko....i've brainwashed her to the extent that she told me she couldn't concentrate in skool cos of wanting to play Ouendan.....*cries*

Then I realised i nid to buy smth from sim lim square so instead of taking a bus...i walked all the way there...haha...luckily the weather ain't soo hot awhen i walked....gah...but it was unbearable earlier on...X_x walked for 15mins i guess....bought the stuff i needed and now i'm back home....hahaha

~End of Update~

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

haha.....today was ok...my internet kips d/cing for reasons unknown X_X I almost died of boredom till my god bro asked if I wanna go out with my god sis and their fren...to get away frm the boredom, i kinda agreed....brainwashed by haha and my sis ytd saying that contacts help decrease degrees.....so i put them on....haha...wasn't too bad...it's been like wad? a mth since i wore them?

anyways, we started playing weird games in teh arcade...The drumming game was good....xDDD daytona was....T_T...there's this kid who did this turbo and zoomed past evryone of us.....curse you!!!!!!! then i tried the space racing...hahaha....after the 1st failur i went to 2nd place and finish the game xDDD

then first ryan, then my sis's fren left...so that leaves the 2 of us...since i had no nid to go hm so early...i decided to go to her house...met her lil bro.....played some xbox games where he owned us...HA! Riko sis!!! I wond you a few times in DOA 3 *laughs* >_< I'm getting better...then later crazy guy played red alert on my note book

hahaha....once we made riko look at us...stunned...cos we spoke at the same time and same sentence....think it was: shocking" [voice of shock troopers]

ryan....see? Even riko's fren who's your fren AGREES that I've dah brotherly look....no offence....since u said u wanna feel hw it's lyk to be pampered....I be your elder god bro lohs...XDDDD take care and STOP PEELING YOUR SKIN!!!


hahahhaa....eh...*throws flashbang*
-END OF UPDATE 1-

Shall update more later...hahahha

2nd tym posting:

Ish worried for: Riko sis, ryan, mayo [all seems to have their probs, i must make them smile again!!!]

Luvs listening to: Altered State by Sepultura [oddly, I kip writing Sepultura as Selputra xDDD]

Currently: Awake, wrting a warhammer 40k fanfic, charging my nintendo DS, organising table, listening to music, surfing, writing bloggys and taggies ^^

Ish affected by _____ viruses: What the neh neh virus, Woot virus, halo 2 virus, ultraman virus (it's back!!!), D.O.T.A. virus ish spreading soon (maybe cos i'm outta games to play?)

Stuffs: Owns 2 doggies...a jap spitz and a pomeranian....lotsa gundam...bleach figurines

Wanting badly: Xbox 360, another "shocking" red alert player xDD, more $$$, wanna go for another 'outing' with riko, haha, mayoyo and zumi....they are funny~~~hahahaha

Events coming up: Meet up with riko sis and ryan putra to eat sushi~~~~Ryan, we shall dicuss DOTA plans *crackles* riko, i shall do the shocking, burn baby burn voices to make you laugh again XDDDD. Going to thailand....or HK....or Malaysia???? @_@

Things accomplished: Got my Red Alert touch back, made riko and hana laughed today...

Things to be accomplished: Get more money, get my generals:zero hr touch back~